DAY 1

after i last posted my nicotine patches arrived in the mail.so at 6:30 am instead of smoking i slapped on a patch. it sucks. the patch helps with the cravings but not completely. and i find my self reaching for my lighter and smokes,only to reailize they are not there. i left messages on my Friends face book pages that said "I QUIT SMOKING,I WANT TO KILL THINGS AND SMOKE THEM!". i think people think I'm joking,I'm not.i mean I'm genially pissed but now it has an impetus. GURRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!! ill check back later.